Sometimes I just don't like being me...

I wish I could hit the delete button.... erase every mistake... every heartbreak... every painful moment.

I know it is the tough times that make you who you are.

Show your grit...

dig in and deal and  move on....

But what the hell?????

I wonder if I had a delete button, if any of me would remain.

Most of my relationships are like that... the delete button. I lose myself in them .

and poof I am gone

yep dark

and dark

dark and tired and worn.

telling someone to kiss my ass

while inside i am dying for them to love me

and still i don't show them me

me myself or I

veiled behind tears...

hidden behind fears..

hide myself in you

hide myself in dreams

hide  hide hide

please find me