Spending a little time today, considering who I am ...
and how I am feeling.
Sometimes I feel so insignifigant.. in comparison to how big our world is.
I am constantly amazed by the small things in life, that make it worth living.
Something as small... and heartfelt as someone taking time to say a kind word.
The brush of my hair from my face...
Or taking time to really learn me.
To know me.
To understand me just a little.
My thoughs are all over the place, and it is because I am tired. There is this great desire to be held tonite. Yes, just held. Cuddled a little. To be caressed, and whispered to. To have the softness of fingers stroking my hair , or tracing the curve of my waist. To be caught up in emotion and tenderness.
To lay back, and know that no matter what else happens .. that this is one perfect moment in time.
I need to feel strength encompassing all that is weak in me tonite. I feel fragile... tired and .. alone. Can you be that strength for me? Are you that strength.
I feel so lost in this wave of confusion that slaps at me ..trying to topple me. It is now that I reach for your power. When I need you most. Squeeze me tighter ... harder...and don't let go until this storm is gone. Be my shelter.. My safe place..My strength and my peace.
