He says FOREVER... like he means it. I laugh it off because I don't trust forever. Not even close to trusting forever.
But... I am smitten with Lover.
I want to be with you now. Lying beside you, watching your breath, as your chest rises and falls. Wonder what you are dreaming and if it is about me. Smiling to myself that this is one of those rare moments. Special and sweet.
To feel your arms wrapped around me --tender embrace. To snuggle into your arms and feel safe... secure.
I love that you adore me.
But even more... I love that you want me.
That I belong to you.
You call me your girl. My heart is overcome with the thought of being yours.
Collared at your feet.
My body is yours...
My heart is yours...
Take me ...
Show me that forever exists...
that you are not just passing time, or passing through my life. My hope is that forever exists, in a home with you and I in it. That we ARE forever. That what seems implausible, or scary is real and comfortable.
I dreamed of you last night...
felt your kiss
felt your touch
sighed as you caressed my belly
and kissed my neck.
cried out as you pulled my head back by my hair
and kissed my mouth
Awaking to silence...
Alone
