I can't pretend that I don't love you
that you haven't moved my heart
beyond measure.
Pretending that you aren't the one
to capture my tears
and hold my heart.
I have been postponing
and stalling
pretending
But I can't pretend that I don't love you ... anymore
Shibari
Lover:
You again have found a way. To surprise and ignite my heart. Give me a new direction. Dry my tears and move me beyond my past. You say that you would walk through the fires of hell for me.. and me alone. Let me be there to hold your hand, and we will walk through it together. There is no more alone. No more lonliness... No more fear. You are my strength.. my sanctuary.. my safe place.
I lay myself at your feet ... I am yours...
Shibari
There were always in me, two women at least,
one woman desperate and bewildered,
who felt she was drowning and another who
would leap into a scene, as upon a stage,
conceal her true emotions because they
were weaknesses, helplessness, despair,
and present to the world only a smile,
an eagerness, curiosity, enthusiasm, interest. Anais Nin
This is me ... light and dark
good and evil
I have a darkness of soul --
which causes me to have
dark moods... dark thoughts.. dark times.
But my darkness is good as well..
It merges well with the light side of me
which keeps my dark child under control .
light-dark
duality
but totally me.
